Reject, redial, The phone line’s fragile Under the pressure Of restless words Lost inner connection Between thoughts, Between dealings And misleading Fast forwarded years, Pause, stop, play Eject. End of one phase, And the beginningof another, That begins at the end, Of relations with another Who you smother With enough to burst the ego The super large ego Bursting at the seams Step out, step down, Cold, shudder, Give up, give away, Everything Groan, moan, sigh Hopeless hoping Escaping to imprisonment Of body mind soul The works, the whole Losing control Forward spiral Swivel backwards side Collide White, pure white chaos.
Needles and thread, The unspoken, the unsaid. Patch work and mud, Radiant smiles and blood. Ink-less, blank page, Memories wrinkle with age, The red red nail varnish And the black sky.
Five page long text, All of them, and then the rest, Spotlights and clicks, And life's supernatural tricks. One step closer to me, One heart skips a beat. The soft pink innocence And purple confusion.
One step away, Winter killed day, Empty tissue box, With it’s very own lock, A never-ending playlist, Burnt letter, broken promise. Long drives and sunrise, And the heartless cries. One whisper, hush A senseless touch. So different, so natural, so real, So confusing.
What goes around, Makes its way through, Then lifts itself, Comes back to haunt you, Like the cerulean star, And the black black canvas, The old pictures and the lies, The semi-broken sky, The piano in the jewelry box And words that make no sense. No sense, illogical, words dipped in alcohol, Like yours, Revenge, You promised me, And we danced, Danced and got lost in this elegant confusion. You confuse me.
I like cracking lame jokes.I like laughing at lame jokes.I like sulking.I like throwing tantrums.I like rain and coffee.I like songs with sad lyrics.I like the piano.I like random fits of laughter.I like Juicy Couture.I like nice smelling boys.I like looking at myself in the mirror.I like dressing up.I like shoes.I like the colour black more than I like the colour pink.I like sleeping.I like Happy Feet.I like pissing people off.I like falling in love.I like random fights.I like dancing like a freak.I like dancing in my heels when nobody's at home to loud gangster music.I trust fast.I like drama.I like the phone.I like really loud music when Im pissed off.I like art.I really like art.I like being random.I like twirling.I hate milk.I hate school.I hate the summer.I hate male drama queens.I hate really pretty people.I hate not finding the perfect song at the perfect moment.I hate action movies.I hate it when plans don't work out.I hate waiting around.I hate you.I hate not having some one to talk to when I really need to.I hate it when the elevator in the building suddenly stops.End.